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Wednesday, November 06, 2002:
http://www.orisinal.ws/games/sea.htm
it's THE most soothing music... very beautiful
personal best of 2040 as fo 1:13 am
try again later today
As of 1:30 Am
2110
and i'm off to bed
Sam // 1:13 AM
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Tuesday, November 05, 2002:
oh man mr lynn got me sooooooooooo good today... absolutely hilarious... we were discussing the economic benefits of being a teacher and one girl remarked that teachers get huge offices ie the whole room is their office and mr lynn was like: yeah but it's cluttered by idiots like you, if you guys weren't here i could put a jaccuzzi in and then i was like: you in a bathign suit... disturbing.. and he was like: at least i don't have to worry about being harpooned if i step into the jaccuzzi!
hahahahahhahahahahahahha
Sam // 11:28 PM
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Monday, November 04, 2002:
interesting dream i had last night... i went to an amusement park with my friends... i don't remember which ones.... all i remember is that cal yang was there.... anyways... i was getting very very frustrated at the amusement park because while i was there nobody wanted to do anything... they all sat around while all these rides were around them and no matter how hard i tried to convice them to come (go?) on one of the rides with me they refused to do so.....i woke up just as i was getting on my first ride, by myself... sigh... what a depressing dream... on a fun note, i've seen this amusement park 2 previous times in my dreams... but only like one corner of it...
on a funny note:
"I'm short for my height."
"Short for your height eh?"
"I mean fat for my weight."
"....."
I wonder this conversation could have been with....
hahahahahahhahah
Sam // 9:24 PM
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Sunday, November 03, 2002:
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now
One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire
Sam // 12:39 AM
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my life is so boring.... it's always been boring but i've just recently realized how droll it is..there is 0 spontaneity in my life... go to school everday... come home and lay in front of the cpu.. fiddling with it till 12 or 1... wake up exhausted.. sit through school... do nothing/learn nothing. 0 intellectual stimulation except in math.. come home exhuasted and the cycle goes on.. then comes the weekend, where either none of my friends want to do anything because they're all busy with work or they don't choose to include me when they DO do something.... iono... this is the most bleh i've ever felt in my life... and i don't even know why i feel so bleh... i think i have a pretty good idea, but it's a stupid reason... but whateverz.... i still like to think of myself as a generally cheery guy but it's just hard when life is bleh and you don't know how to respond to the bleh-iness... there needs to be more time in the world.... 24 hours is just not enough... especially consdering the fact that at LEAST 25% of those hours are spent sleeping...i wonder what college will be like and i wonder where i'll end up going...oh well... God knows... that's all that's important
Sam // 12:28 AM
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